your smile….

i need someone….
i need someone, someone in my heart beyond all my pride,
holding a secret desire so intense deep inside….
imprisoned with all my passion and love,
unknown to anyone but the god up above…
a desire for someone to cherish and hold,
the need for love to call my own…
someone who keeps me shining day and night,
someone to kiss and make up with after a fight….
someone who appreciates and respects all I can be,
someone who’s strong enough to commit and love only me….
someone who will be there to kiss away my tears,
secure my doubts and release my fears…
someone who can restore my faith in love once again…
this love is like a dream that has yet to become true,
or to believed until I found you…

u do’nt kno me…
I’ve given u all I’ve got,
there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for u,
but you’ve left me here to rot…
Over and over I tell myself I’m loving only you
But as I stare into your eyes I see
your love for me is not true….
I know all about ur pretty face and all your silly quirks,
But u still see me for a sucker and take advantage of my hurts.
I’m more than just a rock,
that’s for you they’ll always be…
I’m a real person with feeling inside,
I wish you’d only see….
The lies, the disstress… the tonts, it hurts!
Only now I truly see,
That behind that pretty face of yours-
You really don’t know me…..

million times…
A thousand times you crossed my mind today,
A warning people are sure to say,
I am in to deep my friends all say,
Because of you my love I didn’t care,
In danger of losing all control,
For in my thoughts I would console,
I wished a million times today,
That at your side I could stay,
Forever yours to love and cherish,
Until the end when all things perish,
A thousand times you crossed my mind today,
A million times wished at your side to stay,
Forever yours and forever there,
Only to you my soul I bare..

“waiting”
I don’t know what to say..
I don’t know where to start..
but I do know,
that these words come from my heart..
You may not need me,
But I need you..
You may not see me,
But I see you…
Life is life..
Love is love…
Angels are blessings from above…
You are my angel,
And you always will be..
My heart bears a lock,
but you hold the key..
If I have to wait forever,
I guess thats what I’ll do,
For me it’s worth it,
cuz I love you…..

i love..
I love the way you look at me..
I love it when you talk.
I love it when you sing to me…
I love the way you walk.
I love it when you smile…
I love the way you dance.
I love the way you laugh…
And how you put me in a trance.
I love the way you make me feel..
When I am feeling blue.
But most of all I love the way…
That you let me love you.

closer to you….
Loving you madly will be forever.
I see the ocean in your eyes when we’re together.
There are no boundaries. There are no limits.
My heart has been embraced now that you’re in it.
Hold me closer to your dreams.
Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter.
Hold me when you’re close to tears.
Time passes by, seconds into minutes.
Every field and flower fades but love is infinite.
There are no boundaries. There are no limits.
My heart’s a bigger place now that you’re in it.
Hold me closer to your dreams.
Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter.
Hold me when you’re close to tears.
I wanna be the one you tell your secrets to.
All I want is to be closer. Closer to you.
How tight can you hold me?
How long can we stay awake?
How hard can we laugh?
How much love can we make?
Hold me close to your dreams.
Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter.
Hold me when you’re close to tears.
I wanna be the one you tell your secrets to.
All I want is to be closer…..Closer to you….

You complete me….
I couldn’t have lived till now
If it wasn’t for you
I would have been so lost
Not knowing what to do
You put me together
Only now can I see
You make me what I am
You complete me
We’re two different halves
When put together, we are one whole
Every beat of my heart is yours
Everyday I pray for your soul
It’s just your smile I need to see
When there’s no other remedy
You put me together
You complete me
I’m too scared to let you go
I never want to lose you
If you weren’t here with me
I’d never know what to do
All I feel now are joys
All my sorrows are history
What else can I say now?
It’s because you complete me.

to miss someone…
Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think that he/she doesn’t miss u? Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time,sweet feeling… U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her…Thinking if he/she ever cares about u…Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it’s him/her…
Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs. Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her, missing the final episode of your favourite show…
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together.Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams,plans,future. Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.When u realise that he/she isn’t online and did not reply to your scrap,u will start worrying if he/she is okay. Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess… It exposes u to loneliness…It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness…
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.At the same time, ask if they miss u.Don’t let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy.. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don’t let them wait…
Well, what are you waiting for then !…………….

dream…
we are walking through the forest
on a warm summer night
wind through our hair
the sky so bright
you pull me by a tree
bring me close
tell me the three words every girl wants to say
i love you
your head tilts in a movement
that makes my stomach grunch
your lips touch mine
the feeling goes away
you start to leave
the night goes away
my eyes open
i awaken to my room
realizing its only a dream…
